Shilouette

The sun is shining in the sky
And I look at the sky
There are so many clouds
I look at the beautiful one
But it is too high to even catch it

The stars are sparkling in the sky
And I look at the sky
There are so many stars
I look at the brightest one
But it is too high to even touch it

I sit at the sea shore
Look into the highest sky
There is a cloud and a star at the same place
But it is impossible to take them at once
I can not even touch and catch it while they are alone

I move to a higher place wishing will touch and catch them
And I sit on the top of a mountain
I look into the mainland for a while
There is a cloud and a star at the same place
But it is impossible to take them this time
I am too high too catch and touch them

Then I am going to a place that is not high or low, in the middle
I look at the sky, there are no clouds or stars
And I look into the mainland, there are no clouds or stars either
I feel dissappointed, I can not get the cloud or even the star

When I turn back with the eyes close
Someone touches and catches me
Then I open my eyes slowly, and cry after
It is them, the cloud and the star
I got them at once

What I learnt is there is always a way for everything
As long as you ready for whatever comes
No more mistakes, no more give up, there is only effort and pray
Do the best for yourself, and do the best for others
That is the only thing I know how to live

By: Qinar
Another Piece of Life, 7th August 2009, A silent room
3:50 PM

Everything

When the stars sparkle in the dark sky
It is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen
Too much stars to pick one of the best
But it is the way to live, to find, to choose
So we get the best in our eyes

Many obstacles will come up
No matter what, even we are in the worst condition
Tears, insanity, sadness and even blood
Because we can not take it anymore

Do not care what people around said
Do not listen to any advices
It is only you and you
But one thing, do we really care about the people around ?
The people who love you, the people who really do care about you
The people who can do anything to make your feeling any better
I can imagine how they feel
Tears, fears and sorrow in their eyes

Make ourself to understand the situation
Make ourself to feel what people feel
Do not let ourself listen to those devils
They are bad whisperers, throw them away as far as you can

Now, stand up !
Face it and fight with it
Do not be a pathetic
Crying, complaining, weeping and dying
Keep struggling and stand up till the end


By: Qinar
Another Piece of Life
Wednesday, 5 August 2009
10:55 AM

The End

When the sky's so blue,
It's the beginning of the world
When the sky's so gray
It's the end of me

I have a lot of questions for you
It seems I can't answer all by myself

Having the longest rest
I'd love to have it
Surrounding by a lot of peace

Would it be the end of life ?
Or it's just a phase ?

I don't understand about it yet
And I don't have the answer yet

Please take me away
It's not that I want to
But it seems that is only way to understand
The only way to face you and talk to you

I love all the people around
I want to take care of them all
So please, take care of them while I'm not around

Take it, take it away right away
I can't take it anymore
You're the only one
The only one who understand about life
None can beat your power
The best power of all powers

I LOVE YOU ALL


By: Qinar
Another Piece of Life, 4th August 2009, Heaven
1:25 Am

Where I'm Going To Be

We have changed
Where we are started
Where we are ended

I think of myself is gone
Since that day
I lost my way, it was
But no more

I have told myself that I belong to here
It is a place where we are together

Something keep telling me I was wrong
When I clearly want to move
Something keep telling me I got a wrong move
When I clearly want to decide

When I was a kid People always said just be yourself
It sounds a little bit strange, I thought how I can be anyone else
But I missed it, yeah, I missed it
When the rain was falling and making myself got wet
I just run away, no directions
I found myself back ever since
And going back

Well, someone said to me
Maybe it is not about going back
Maybe it is about where you are

I finally understand what the meaning
Just be yourself, and you will get yourself there
A place where you want to be
A place where I'm going to be

ANOTHER PIECE OF LIFE, Tuesday, 28 July 2009, At My House
1:56 PM
By: Qinar

I'll Be There Someday

We live, we die
No one can change it
Except the one who we call God
God is the only one

Get yourself prepared
And all will be settled
Nothing's left behind
Not even a thing

I get myself ready for that
To face the lonely road that will be
A path where it may be our last

No doubt, no regret
I will take the chance
Every single thing that I leave behind
Take care yourself

There is always a time for us
A second, minute or even an hour
Don't waste it, every single time we count
Can be the moment to go

Here I go, the time will come
Soon after the wind has blown
I'll leave with it forever

Never say goodbye when we are separated
We'll meet again someday
No more tears drop when we are being alone
We'll be here together again another day

Enough for celebrations
I'll find the greatest one


ANOTHER PIECE OF LIFE, 28 July 2009, My house
3:35 Am
By: Qinar

A Lonely Road To Happiness

Finally, the time has come
Once the truth is revealed
I always know the ending will be like this

But this is the right time to leave
When all are gone
where we will go to a place
A place where an everlasting happiness does exist

I would really want to know
Why the sadness exist when there's a happiness ?
Or this is the way so the everlasting happiness will be exist ?
Well, I don't mind, I'll find the answer though

The wind will come and bring me along
So that is the time I'm leaving
I feel grateful to know all the things in this world
It's so much fun to know about it
All the problems, all the joys

And the last, for the very last
Sooner or later
You will find the everlasting happiness as well
Like I will get very soon
So be it

THANK YOU...

Jenuh

Dalam setiap langkah ini
Selalu ada kehidupan
Dalam setiap detak ini
Selalu ada kematian

Kebencian yang kumiliki sirna sudah
Kebahagian yang kuraih hilang punah
Tinggal harapan melihat masa depan

Setiap apa yang kusentuh layu
Dan apa yang kurasa hangus
Hingga yang kuhidu pun mati

Cukup, cukup sudah
Ku tak mampu melanjutkan
Jenuh ku melihat semua

Keramaian pun 'tak lagi kurasakan
Hanya penderitaan dalam kesendirian

Pergi, enyah dan kembali
'Tak pernah ada kata berhenti
Ku sudah lelah, ku ingin akhiri

Hanya ini yang tersisa
Aku hidup dan dilukai
Atau ku mati 'tak tersakiti

By: Qinar
1:10 AM, 23th July 2009, My Room
A BIRD WITHOUT WINGS

Jiwa Yang Hilang

Berapa kali sudah ku katakan
Itu bukan yang ku ingin
Tapi apa yang di rasakan
Menjadikannya punah

Entah berapa kali ku coba
Tak juga ku rasakan yang sama
Menghilang semua keinginan

Persengketaan sudah berakhir
Jangan ada sedih ataupun duka
Karena semua sudah berakhir
Menjalani apa yang harus dilanjutkan

Hidup ini hanya pencarian semata
Gunakan yang masih ada
Dan hargai sisanya

Berhentilah saat kau lelah
Berlarilah jika kau ingin
Terbanglah kalau kau bisa
Menangislah bila kau mampu

Berakhir tanpa penyesalan
Memulai dengan pemikiran

Apa yang hilang sudah
Jangan diharapkan kembali
Berjuang dengan apa yang dipunya
Teruskan berjalan, jangan pernah berhenti

Masa lalu adalah pengalaman
Masa depan adalah kehidupan
Sekarang adalah pencarian

Menyatukan jiwa tak semudah menutup mata
Memisahkan hati tak semudah membuka mata
Raihlah, apa yang ingin diraih
Kejarlah, apa yang ingin dikejar

Saat jiwa ini tertutup, semua adalah hitam
Kemudian jiwa ini terbuka, semua adalah penuh warna

Hari itu pasti di cita-citakan
Hingga tubuh berada di bawah
Nafas terhenti tak bernyawa
Sebagai pengganti sayang yang tak tergantikan
Hanya satu yang ku ingin

Isilah jiwa ini dengan keceriaan
Penuhi hati ini bersama kehangatan kasih
Lengkapilah raga ini beserta kekuatan
Hingga aku bisa menjadikannya
Kebahagiaan yang tak pernah ada menjadi ada


By: Qinar
MENCARI YANG BELUM DITEMUKAN, 16 MAY 2009
4:45 AM