Shilouette

The sun is shining in the sky
And I look at the sky
There are so many clouds
I look at the beautiful one
But it is too high to even catch it

The stars are sparkling in the sky
And I look at the sky
There are so many stars
I look at the brightest one
But it is too high to even touch it

I sit at the sea shore
Look into the highest sky
There is a cloud and a star at the same place
But it is impossible to take them at once
I can not even touch and catch it while they are alone

I move to a higher place wishing will touch and catch them
And I sit on the top of a mountain
I look into the mainland for a while
There is a cloud and a star at the same place
But it is impossible to take them this time
I am too high too catch and touch them

Then I am going to a place that is not high or low, in the middle
I look at the sky, there are no clouds or stars
And I look into the mainland, there are no clouds or stars either
I feel dissappointed, I can not get the cloud or even the star

When I turn back with the eyes close
Someone touches and catches me
Then I open my eyes slowly, and cry after
It is them, the cloud and the star
I got them at once

What I learnt is there is always a way for everything
As long as you ready for whatever comes
No more mistakes, no more give up, there is only effort and pray
Do the best for yourself, and do the best for others
That is the only thing I know how to live

By: Qinar
Another Piece of Life, 7th August 2009, A silent room
3:50 PM

Everything

When the stars sparkle in the dark sky
It is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen
Too much stars to pick one of the best
But it is the way to live, to find, to choose
So we get the best in our eyes

Many obstacles will come up
No matter what, even we are in the worst condition
Tears, insanity, sadness and even blood
Because we can not take it anymore

Do not care what people around said
Do not listen to any advices
It is only you and you
But one thing, do we really care about the people around ?
The people who love you, the people who really do care about you
The people who can do anything to make your feeling any better
I can imagine how they feel
Tears, fears and sorrow in their eyes

Make ourself to understand the situation
Make ourself to feel what people feel
Do not let ourself listen to those devils
They are bad whisperers, throw them away as far as you can

Now, stand up !
Face it and fight with it
Do not be a pathetic
Crying, complaining, weeping and dying
Keep struggling and stand up till the end


By: Qinar
Another Piece of Life
Wednesday, 5 August 2009
10:55 AM

The End

When the sky's so blue,
It's the beginning of the world
When the sky's so gray
It's the end of me

I have a lot of questions for you
It seems I can't answer all by myself

Having the longest rest
I'd love to have it
Surrounding by a lot of peace

Would it be the end of life ?
Or it's just a phase ?

I don't understand about it yet
And I don't have the answer yet

Please take me away
It's not that I want to
But it seems that is only way to understand
The only way to face you and talk to you

I love all the people around
I want to take care of them all
So please, take care of them while I'm not around

Take it, take it away right away
I can't take it anymore
You're the only one
The only one who understand about life
None can beat your power
The best power of all powers

I LOVE YOU ALL


By: Qinar
Another Piece of Life, 4th August 2009, Heaven
1:25 Am

Where I'm Going To Be

We have changed
Where we are started
Where we are ended

I think of myself is gone
Since that day
I lost my way, it was
But no more

I have told myself that I belong to here
It is a place where we are together

Something keep telling me I was wrong
When I clearly want to move
Something keep telling me I got a wrong move
When I clearly want to decide

When I was a kid People always said just be yourself
It sounds a little bit strange, I thought how I can be anyone else
But I missed it, yeah, I missed it
When the rain was falling and making myself got wet
I just run away, no directions
I found myself back ever since
And going back

Well, someone said to me
Maybe it is not about going back
Maybe it is about where you are

I finally understand what the meaning
Just be yourself, and you will get yourself there
A place where you want to be
A place where I'm going to be

ANOTHER PIECE OF LIFE, Tuesday, 28 July 2009, At My House
1:56 PM
By: Qinar

I'll Be There Someday

We live, we die
No one can change it
Except the one who we call God
God is the only one

Get yourself prepared
And all will be settled
Nothing's left behind
Not even a thing

I get myself ready for that
To face the lonely road that will be
A path where it may be our last

No doubt, no regret
I will take the chance
Every single thing that I leave behind
Take care yourself

There is always a time for us
A second, minute or even an hour
Don't waste it, every single time we count
Can be the moment to go

Here I go, the time will come
Soon after the wind has blown
I'll leave with it forever

Never say goodbye when we are separated
We'll meet again someday
No more tears drop when we are being alone
We'll be here together again another day

Enough for celebrations
I'll find the greatest one


ANOTHER PIECE OF LIFE, 28 July 2009, My house
3:35 Am
By: Qinar

A Lonely Road To Happiness

Finally, the time has come
Once the truth is revealed
I always know the ending will be like this

But this is the right time to leave
When all are gone
where we will go to a place
A place where an everlasting happiness does exist

I would really want to know
Why the sadness exist when there's a happiness ?
Or this is the way so the everlasting happiness will be exist ?
Well, I don't mind, I'll find the answer though

The wind will come and bring me along
So that is the time I'm leaving
I feel grateful to know all the things in this world
It's so much fun to know about it
All the problems, all the joys

And the last, for the very last
Sooner or later
You will find the everlasting happiness as well
Like I will get very soon
So be it

THANK YOU...

LOVE OR LIFE

sometimes
we think that love is more important
in the other way
we think that life is the most important
those are our assumptions
why do we think that love more important ?
because love is part of our life
we cannot live without love
some people say we can live without love, but it is wrong
we weren't born, grown, survive if it's not because of love of our parents,
environment, friends and many things
but why do we think that life is more important ?
because life is our purpose to live
we always have a mission
a mission in life to be somebody who calls men
that makes the different between us and the others, the purpose in life
and we make a choice which one is more important
love or life ?
my answer would be both
why ?
in life we always need other
even though we can live alone or by ourselves
however I'm sure that we need other to make our life being fulfilled
and to fulfill our life, we need love
therefore life needs to be fulfilled by love
then love will make a new thing in our life

SOMEWHERE IN WORLD
01/03/2009
4:28 PM

FRUSTRATE

being alone or many
I don't care
nothing else matters
neither you or them

who cares ?
you ?, them ? or even me ?

I don't even give a damn about it
just leave it alone
either you wanna make it better or worse
keep it for yourself
because I won't care about it

you tell me to do this, to do that
do it by yourself
I'm free to do whatever i wanna do
not because I like or love you
so you can tell me to do whatever you like

I'm not your slave or maid
and I'm also not your friend or lover

but the only thing I know is
YOU ARE MY FAMILY


OLDTOWN JAYA ONE
18 April 2009, 09:16 PM

JOYFUL

A happiness is always there
Always right in front of you
You can see it, so everybody knows about it
But you can't feel it

A sadness is always here
Always deep inside your heart
You can feel it
But you can't see it, so nobody knows about it

Joy is nowhere
Not here or there
You can't see it
You can't feel it
But you can create it, so you can fulfill others life with joy

What is it all about ?

Nothing

Just being whatever you want to be